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omhaire
29 October 2007 @ 07:27 am
 
From Covenhouse_cat, this is a poke "where someone comments, and the person whose journal it is lists seven of the commenter's interests, and the commenter has to explain them." 

I gave a poke, so Coven replied:
"Okay!
What is it about:
dar williams, x, gaeilge, george winston, fluid sexuality, dreadlocks, and magnetic fields that interests you?" 

Dar Williams:  besides loving her voice and guitar, Dar is self-reflective without taking herself too seriously, without losing the humor she infuses into many of her songs; she touches on topics that touch me -- feminism, paganism, loss, healing, pain in families, climbing out of those dark holes, connectiveness, etc.; she is a good writer who doesn't resort to cliches and has nice unexpected twists to her lyrics --eg., "If I wrote you, if I wrote you, you would know me, and you would not write me again."   And, she's fun.

X:  Their album (pre-CD's, yes that long ago), Wild Gift, was a rallying call for my gathering rage and rebelliousness against the "good girl" I had strove to embody for so long -- come late when I was already in my 20's.  I love both John Doe's and Exene's voices, and a co-student at U of CO, Denver, at the time lent me a book of Exene's poems, words which affirmed for me my love of  her raw edges and angry angst.  The fact that my closest brother also liked the band just added to their appeal.

Gaeilge:  I'm second-generation Irish-American on my dad's side and third on my mother's, and even though I also have English and Scottish in my heritage, the Irish side is the one I've taken after the most (in looks, etc.) and with which I feel the most affinity.  Since I also love the sound of Irish Gaelic (Gaeilge) and listen to music that uses the language, I decided to try and learn it.  Let's just say "try" is the operative word here, though I haven't given up on the illusion that I can one day be semi-fluent!

George Winston:  I have eclectic taste in music, and I love his piano music.  To me he blends the skill of the classical pianist with the free form of the New Agist without being fluffy.  And his album (yes, again) Autumn was an addiction for me once.  It marries perfectly the bitter and sweet nature of autumn, my favorite season -- the beauty and sadness that seem stuck together in life like Siamese twins, and the energizing crispness that sparkles even as everything dies.

Fluid Sexuality:  I grew up hetero in identity and didn't open myself up to the possibility of chemistry with another woman until I stepped out of the (for me) constricting box of Christianity.  Since then I've come to believe that most people are naturally "bisexual" --for lack of a better term-- and that chemistry can happen unexpectedly, so why close any door to love (except the illegal ones)?  Culture, religious beliefs, internalized homophobia, where a person is in life, all contribute to open or closed doors.  Like most things in human nature, things aren't so black-and-white, and needs and attractions can change, swelling  back and forth like the tide (or, in my case, like a riptide;)  

Dreadlocks:  I've always love the way dreads look, but figured a middle-aged white woman couldn't get away with it (and many would say I don't, I'm sure).  But the first time I saw graying dreadlocks on a white person, I decided it wasn't just for young 'uns.  I loved the way it looked!  (And I've seen more since.)  Since my "twin-of-different-mothers" has a son and daughter who both had dreadlocks at the time (five years ago), I had personal coaches to show me the do-it-yourself (ie., affordable) way to "grow" them.  My "twin" decided to grow some, too, and we both have festooned our dreads with many, many beads of all types.  My hair now reaches most of the way down my back, and I love my hair for the first time in my life.

Magnetic Fields:  A coworker turned me on to this band's 69 Love Songs, and they represent one of the few 90's bands (along with Smashing Pumpkins) that I've learned to love and whose quirky creativity I really enjoy.  Nothing predictable with this band!  

If anyone wants to give me a "poke" (huh... you know, that just sounds dirty), do so, and I'll pick seven of your interests to explain.......
 
 
 
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omhaire
28 October 2007 @ 09:39 am
I used to be a little freaked out by birds, by the flap-flap-flap of wings as they whoosh by your head, by the stick legs upended in a cage after the poor captured thing dies, by their divebombing your head to get hair for their nests .... 

Yes, that happened to me once.  I was working for a canvassing job -- either for a Rape Crisis Center or Oregon Fair Share, whichever it was at the time -- and was walking down the middle of the street in a dark, isolated, strange neighborhood, away from the thick bushes lining the sidewalks.  Out of nowhere this bird swooped down on me and grabbed at my hair with its beak, then swooped up again.  I ducked and looked around for the source, thinking I surely must have hallucinated it as I looked around in embarassment (as one does when a "guffaw" happens).  But here she came again!  And again and again.  So now I'm running down the street with my hands over my head, craning my neck to catch sight of my attacker, laughing at how ridiculous I must look in my own personal Hitchcock moment.  So, yeah, birds and I have had "issues."

Somewhere along the line my attitude changed as I learned more about birds and their intelligence, communities, and even humor -- or, at least, their amusing personalities -- not to mention their beauty.  Now my encounters with them uplift me beyond my hair, such as the one I mentioned in reply to one of mystic's posts:

I love when birds have "meet-and-greets" like this. One time I was walking back from Wichita State in the rain, listening to a beautiful Hungarian song on my Walkman. As I neared the park near my home, I suddenly noticed that the skies and trees ahead were full of crows chattering and flying from branch to branch, their wet feathers sleek and iridescent. The music picked up the pace right then into the almost surreal portion of the song where guitars/mandolin dance in light counterpoint to these non-verbal, strange human vocalizations, the cawing of the crows above it adding to the effect. I was mesmerized. I try to recall that moment every time I hear that song. 

The same day I replied with that, someone sent me a video link to a bird singing and dancing to a Backstreet Boys song.  OMIGOD did I laugh and laugh at this bird!  Talk about personality!  Maybe it won't tickle anyone else quite to the same extent, but I recommend a look-see if you're fond of birds.....or maybe esp. if you are not.

http://birdloversonly.blogspot.com/2007/09/may-i-have-this-dance.html
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omhaire
05 October 2007 @ 06:48 am

 ...so yon brain isn't fully awake.

George Eliot  wrote, "If we had a keen vision and feeling of all ordinary human life, it would be like hearing the grass grow and the squirrel's heart beat, and we should die of that roar which lies on the other side of silence."

The way I conduct my life much of the time, I believe I fear that roar, so I tapdance away from the silence.  Headphones, tv, goofiness and humor, I use all these to push it away.  This past year I've been trying to sit with the silence more, not to fear the monsters and disappointments that might clamor to the surface of my mind when given the chance.  I know I can handle them.  I know I'll experience a deeper richness, as well.  But it's so hard to stop the feet from their tap tap tapping.

Well, time to be work work working.......

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omhaire
04 October 2007 @ 07:31 am

I'll give this a shot -- though my memory is such that I can't easily differentiate between ones I might have read for school "in the day," then reread as an adult at least once from the ones which I only read once, but have on a bookshelf at home for future rereads.  *Ah, the mind is a terrible thing......*  Madame Librarian's instructions are as follows:

These are the top 106 books most often marked as "unread" by LibraryThing's users (as of 10/2/07). As usual, bold what you have read, italicize those you started but couldn't finish, and strike through what you couldn't stand. Add an asterisk to those you've read more than once. Underline those on your to-read list.

Jonathan Strange & Mr Norrell
Anna Karenina
*Crime and Punishment
Catch-22
One Hundred Years of Solitude
*Wuthering Heights
The Silmarillion
Life of Pi : a novel
The Name of the Rose
Don Quixote
Moby Dick
*Ulysses
*The Odyssey
Pride and Prejudice(?)
Jane Eyre(?)
A Tale of Two Cities
The Brothers Karamazov
Guns, Germs, and Steel: the fates of human societies
War and Peace
Vanity Fair
The Time Traveler's Wife
*The Iliad
Emma
The Blind Assassin
The Kite Runner
Mrs. Dalloway
Great Expectations
American Gods
Atlas Shrugged
Reading Lolita in Tehran : a memoir in books
Memoirs of a Geisha
Middlesex
Quicksilver
Wicked : the life and times of the wicked witch of the West
The Canterbury Tales
The Historian : a novel
A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man
Love in the Time of Cholera
Brave New World
The Fountainhead

Foucault's Pendulum
Middlemarch
Frankenstein
The Count of Monte Cristo
Dracula
A Clockwork Orange
Anansi Boys
*The Once and Future King
The Grapes of Wrath
The Poisonwood Bible : a novel
1984
Angels & Demons
The Inferno
The Satanic Verses
Sense and Sensibility
*The Picture of Dorian Gray
Mansfield Park
One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
To the Lighthouse

Tess of the D'Urbervilles
Oliver Twist
Gulliver's Travels
Les Misérables
The Corrections
The Amazing adventures of Kavalier and Clay
The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time
Dune
The Prince
The Sound and the Fury
Angela's Ashes : A Memoir
The God of Small Things
A People's History of the United States : 1492-present
Cryptonomicon
Neverwhere
A Confederacy of Dunces
A Short History of Nearly Everything
Dubliners
The Unbearable Lightness of Being
*Beloved
*Slaughterhouse-Five
The Scarlet Letter
Eats, Shoots & Leaves
The Mists of Avalon
Oryx and Crake : a novel
Collapse : How Societies Choose to Fail or Succeed
Cloud Atlas
The Confusion
Lolita
Persuasion
Northanger Abbey
The Catcher in the Rye
On the Road
The Hunchback of Notre Dame
Freakonomics : a Rogue Economist Explores the Hidden Side of Everything
Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance : an Inquiry into Values
The Aeneid
Watership Down

Gravity's Rainbow
*The Hobbit
White Teeth
Treasure Island
David Copperfield
The Three Musketeers

 
 
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omhaire
13 September 2007 @ 09:59 pm

 This also from compostwoman.  Letter "t" for me:

Instructions: Comment and I'll give you a letter. You have to list 10 things you love that begin with that letter. After, post this in your journal, and give out some letters of your own.

tv (might as well be confessional right away)
trees
travel
Tambrey (my "twin")
tea
trysts
thesaurus
Thai food
talk radio (progressive)
translations...without which I'd miss out on so many great books and movies!

 

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omhaire
13 September 2007 @ 09:36 pm

 ...i did this "quiz" someone posted.

WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU? created with QuizFarm.com

My results:
You scored as a French/Spanish/OtherLanguage
You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in a foreign language, especially French or Spanish as they have a greater use in today's world. But other languages could be useful to you as well, such as Chinese, Japanese, German, Italian, or many others. With a major in a foreign language you could teach, or work for a company as a translator or foreign correspondant.
...yadda yadda......
French/Spanish/OtherLanguage 94%
Psychology/Sociology 88%
English/Journalism/Comm 88%
Education/Counseling 69%
History/Anthropology/LiberalArts 63%
HR/BusinessManagement 56%
Visual&PerformingArts 56%
Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health 50%
Biology/Chemistry/Geology 50%
Physics/Engineering/Computer 31%
PoliticalScience/Philosophy 31%  (um, not categorically same, yo.  I'd put philosophy up above HR, for sure)
Mathematics/Statistics 25%
Religion/Theology 25%
Accounting/Finance/Marketing 19%

*sigh*  There goes my dream of being a reverend with a flair for numbers.  
 
 

 
 
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omhaire
13 September 2007 @ 08:03 pm
 So, Musical Letter Meme
Comment on this post, and I'll give you a letter from which you are to devise your own list of ten favorite songs whose titles start with said letter. My lettter was assigned to me by compostwoman.  I have "G."

"Good Advices"--REM
"Ghost Dance" --Robbie Robertson
"Golden Slumbers" --Beatles
"Going Mobile" -- The Who
"Gimme Shelter" --  Rolling Stones
"Galileo" --Indigo Girls
"Gotta Get Away" -- Offspring
"Gloria" --U2
"Guess He'd Rather Be in Colorado" --John Denver (just that one of his, honest)
"Going to California" --Led Zeppelin

and for a bonus one, since G's are hardish to find:  "Gold Dust Woman" --Fleetwood Mac

This was fun.  (Hmmm....I need to update my iPod.)
 
 
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omhaire
07 September 2007 @ 10:37 am
So, as a basic introvert who likes to spend much alone time in that scary place which is my head, I often get a glimpse of what I might be missing by shutting people out with my earphones and my books and my I-want-to-be-left-alone cone of silence. Meeting and getting to know vl is one example. Though I often use the commute to and from work as “down” time for myself, I’d love to go back in time and start up a conversation with her a year sooner. I’m grateful to her for initiating things with a warm smile my direction. Think what I would have missed had we never talked. And this is someone riding the same bus, sitting in the back as I do, for over a year. It makes me wonder who else around me would open up new facets to my life were I open to her/him instead of hiding behind “keep out” body language. I’m learning, folks, that…and feel free to take notes here….. people can be interesting. I know, right? Odd.
 
Yesterday another such example happened -- though of the sort that is more of a splash of refreshment dropped into my day rather than a start of a stream that might flow into a good friendship. 
 
 
 
 
Current Location: who wants to know?
Current Mood: grateful
 
 
omhaire
04 September 2007 @ 01:15 pm
 This was the challenge from Mystic:

A Writing Assignment for Labor Day Weekend  
Your mission, should you choose to accept it:

Write one paragraph in your LJ on two different days this weekend.

The first paragraph should describe something happening in the present:  it doesn't have to be a big thing.  If you sweep your porch on Saturday morning, write a paragraph about sweeping your porch, describing the moment.  Use at least 4 of the 5 senses in this paragraph.  Or you can write about anything else you do tonight or on Saturday.  Anything at all.  Just be descriptive.  Even if you don't like it.

Then sleep on it.

And the second paragraph, written Sunday or Monday, should take one detail from the previous post and include it in a memory.  A one paragraph memory.  Using 4 of 5 senses.  Lots of detail.  It should be something small, maybe from your young adulthood; maybe from yesterday.  So, for example, if you wrote Saturday about sweeping your porch, you might write Sunday about the time you sat on your porch when you were four and examining the hem of your dress and noticing the first daffodil of spring just before your brother pulled your hair.

My answers (though I admit I didn't write the second paragraph until Tuesday morning on the ferry ride to work):


 
 
 
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omhaire
30 August 2007 @ 01:06 pm
So, my first post.  My virgin post.  Numero Uno El Postarino.  Yep.  What a moment.

Snodgrass said, "The only reality which [a poet] can ever surely know is that self he cannot help being. ... If he pretties it up, if he changes its meaning, if he gives it the voice of any borrowed authority, if in short he rejects this reality, his mind will be less than alive.  So will his words."

So I'm venturing into Live Journal Land.  It won't be pretty, but I'm just wanting to be the best dang poet I can be and keep my words and mind alive -- such as they are.  So here goes........
 
 
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